There’s such beauty in decay. Rust is lovelier than paint. Though I doubt old age will happen to me.

I've been getting into this game (for like the 5th time) called The Path.

When I first started playing it (about last summer) I didn't understand it at all.
It sounded a bit like:
"What the fuck is she doing.
Why am I playing this game
This is stupid
The fuck"
It wasn't until recently that I realized how brilliant of a game this actually was
It's filled with so many unanswered questions and metaphors. The creators of the game have left it up to you to decide what everything means. To some it could be a very straightforward dull game. To others their imagination could make it a nightmare.
I highly recommend investing $10 in it. It's possibly one of the best games I've ever played.

One Try. Always Fail.

Good news! The homework didn't kill me!
Even better news! Today, Live Journal, you'll get to hear all about my (failed) attempt to meet my crush outside of school.
If you couldn't already tell, I'm not very good with people. Hence why I spend my days on the internet. Today I thought to myself "Hey! Maybe I'll try to hang out with people today!" LOL I GUESS NOT.
So before I get into this seemingly endless embarrassment, here's what you need to know:
My crush's name is Peter.
He's part of the overrated "popular crowd"
My best friend, Lauren, hates him to no end.
She doesn't know I like him.
Last time we were at the mall Peter texted me "I'm going to be there soon to annoy the shit out of you"... and I had just left.
He constantly messes with me during school (takes my stuff, pokes me, makes jokes about my ginger-ness, ect.)
Okay so now that you know all of this, I can get on with it.
I had been planning going to the mall with Lauren since Monday. Then the gem of an idea sprung into my head "I'll invite Peter!" It probably wasn't the best of ideas. But I was content on making it happen. After Lauren and I planned when we were going to meet, I texted Peter (Lauren didn't know any of this).
"Hey hey hey. Wanna come annoy Lauren at the mall today?"
Feeling o-so content with myself, he responded.
"No"
That was it. That was all he said. "No". I had promised myself before that I wouldn't get embarrassed, but how could I keep that promise?  I felt like he hit me in the chest with a frozen tuna.
There's nothing I could really do to change his answer. So I just responded:
"Suit yourself xD"
Maybe he had plans. Maybe he's an asshole.
THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW.

Death By Default.

So school has been treating me fairly, with the seemingly endless homework, that I've been doing at 10:00pm. I took a day off yesterday, the right amount of stress mixed with the wrong dinner, in result I got sick all over the floor.
The teachers mean well, they just can't show it right.
I know I have one teacher I can always count on though. In 6th grade she was my Language Arts teacher, and for the past 2 years she's been my Yearbook teacher. She's probably one of the greatest people you would ever meet. She's funny, sarcastic, has a great music taste, and has 3(maybe 4) tattoos. She's also a great teacher. I know I can talk about anything with her.

So off this "school" business.
Honda Civic Tour is coming up, the 23rd to be exact. I'm really excited. This will be my first time seeing Blink-128 and 3rd seeing My Chemical Romance. I think I'm getting there early to meet up with some people and wait in line, even though I have seats. Apparently we're all bringing breakfast foods to eat in line. Not sure how that's going to turn out.

Well one of my favorite movies, The Shining, is coming on in an hour and I haven't even glimpsed at my fuckton homework.
If I don't post within a week, it's eaten me.
WISH ME LUCK.